This post will be edited because the boy I will be talking about has broken my heart. I am not doing this to be mean or lash out, I am doing this for me. Enjoy….
My senior year of high school I met a boy named *Tim who was two grades below me but was only a year younger. We both immediately attracted eachother and had alot of chemistry together. We went ice fishing together for a school trip and then proceeded to move fast as he broke up with his girlfriend of two years to pursue a very intimate and roller coaster relationship with me. We dated for about six months and experienced alot with eachother. My first long-term relationship began to take its toll as he became jealous and suspicious of my actions. I did nothing more than the average high school senior as I tried to balance work, school, sports, friends, family and my boyfriend. It proved to be not enough for him and too much for me. I broke up with him at a college baseball game and could not take any more fighting for the fights were truely too much for me to handle. The days to follow were graduation parties and just enjoying the single life as *Tim continued to call and beg me to take him back saying he had changed within a week. We tried again but it proved to, once again, be too much for me to handle seeing he had already met a girl and was trying to make us work before he quickly fleed to the other girl. The two of them pursued a six month relationship as I went to college and thoroughly enjoyed myself 
We occassionally texted eachother and informed the other about how happy we were when in actuallity we were both hurting to see one another once again and hope that we could end up together and happy. Yet, we would become jealous of the other claiming to have no feelings for us and would stop talking only to reconnect over winter break. Hanging out was refreshing and planning to celebrate our birthdays together before we go to a friend’s house for New Years sounded like a good idea. We then proceeded to get intoxicated at the party and the night was treachorous as the intoxication caused problems. We stopped talking until May of 2011. It had officially been a year and a couple months since we first started seeing eachother and Myron’s girlfreind had broken up with him after New Years (so I was told). I began to take a summer class and would go to *Tim’s house afterwards. We became intimate and wanted to see eachother in a very mature manner but I began to inform him of his actions in our previous relationship and he agreed to take it slow. Things could not have been better as we began seeing eachother everyday and telling eachother how much we love eachother. My family was against this except my sister but I did not care anymore because “I’m a big girl”! Yeah…that was funny.
A few nights ago, *Tim was suppose to take me out to dinner but never did because after calling him and everyone in Auburn for an hour and a half straight, he proclaimed to me that he forgot his phone at his house and went to hang out with his ex-ex girlfriend from high school since I never called him to confirm dinner. We were very upset at eachother, more me at him, but today seemed like things were getting better since he called me in the morning and on his lunch break. We decided to talk today but once again, he is not answering his phone. Do I over exaggerate the situation and call all of Auburn again? Or do I accept the fact that he is still the same boy I once dated in high school and squash the idea of ever getting back together with him? I will give an update tomorrow but seeing the time on my computer and noticing not one person has called me besides my friend Huy, I doubt the post will be a rejoicing one about love and fairy tale endings.
